The Immortal Gabriel Jones Contents

Chapter Fourteen

The Golden Hours

Chapter 14 of 20

The thing he had braced for never came. Through all the 1920s Gabriel stayed close to Oil City and the house at Eagle Rock, and the difference between him and his children, which he had feared would open into a gulf, did the opposite. It drew them in.

Abby was past fifty and Zacarias near sixty, both of them going silver and slow, and Gabriel sat among them with the same unlined face he had carried off the troopship, and somewhere in those years they simply stopped remarking on it. They had decided about him the way a family decides about anything strange it loves — by leaving it alone. No one asked anymore why his hands never aged or why he could climb the porch steps two at a time at a hundred years old. They took it the way you take a river: there, dependable, going where it had always gone, and no business of yours to question its course.

He saw how completely they had absorbed it one Sunday after church, when a young minister new to the parish stood on the steps making his introductions and came to Gabriel last. The man looked from Gabriel's face to Zacarias's gray head and back again, plainly trying to work the family out. "And you'd be — the grandson?" he asked.

Before Gabriel could answer, Abby took the minister's arm and turned him gently toward the road. "He's a Jones," she said, as if that settled every question a person could reasonably have, "and he'll be wanting his dinner, same as the rest of us. You'll come by the house one of these weeks, Reverend, and we'll feed you properly." And she steered the man off down the steps still talking, and Zacarias caught his father's eye over the top of her hat and very nearly laughed, and the thing that another family might have made into a long terrible reckoning passed in under ten seconds on a church step, handled, the way they handled it now — quietly, together, and without ever once saying the word aloud.

Mornings ran to a pattern he came to need. Coffee on the wide porch with the Allegheny hills laid out below, Abby's needles ticking, Zacarias reading aloud from the day's paper in the voice he had used as a boy reciting his letters — automobiles run out the last of the horses, radios filling the parlors, a young flier named Lindbergh gone clean across the ocean alone. They spoke of all of it as if from the bank of a stream they could feel widening under them, holding to the stones that kept them up. Gabriel said little on those mornings. He had learned that the holding was the whole of it, and that a man who talked too much about how a good thing would end only spent it faster.

There were the milestones, too, that a family throws up like buoys to mark the years it can no longer feel passing. A granddaughter of Zacarias's married a Franklin boy in the spring of '23, and Gabriel sat in the Ebenezer pew in his dyed gray hair and watched a child he remembered teething become a woman in white, and was introduced around the reception as a cousin from the eastern branch, and danced one stiff dance with the bride because she asked him to and because refusing would have wanted explaining. She laughed up at him and said he danced like her grandfather, and did not know she had said anything at all, and Gabriel smiled and turned her under his arm and felt the whole strange weight of it — that he had stood up at the weddings of people now decades dead and would stand up at the weddings of people not yet born, the one fixed guest at a table that emptied and refilled and emptied again, forever. He gave the couple a generous gift and a quiet word and went home early, and told Abby it had been a fine day, and meant it, and did not tell her the rest.

The radio came to Eagle Rock in the middle of the decade, a great walnut cabinet Gabriel hauled up the mountain road in the back of the Dodge, and it changed the shape of the family's evenings the way the telegraph had once changed the shape of the world. The grandchildren lay on the floor in front of it with their chins in their hands, listening to dance bands playing live in ballrooms a thousand miles off, to comedians and crooners and a man reading the baseball scores as if they were dispatches from a war. Gabriel watched them and felt the old double vision settle over him — the children hearing only the program, and Gabriel hearing under it the whole arc of the thing, a voice pulled clean out of the empty air by a box on a table, exactly the wireless miracle Tesla had described to him on a train with such fervor and such loneliness. He had laid his hand on a brass key as a boy and felt the world answer back along two miles of wire; now his great-grandchildren took it for granted that the world simply spoke, out of the air, for free, in the corner of the parlor. He said nothing of any of it. He sat a little apart with his coffee and let the music wash over the four generations in the room, and was, for the length of an evening, as close to content as his condition allowed — though even then some part of him was already grieving the program's end, the children's growing, the certain knowledge that he would someday sit in this same room in front of some later, smaller, cleverer machine, alone, and remember exactly how they had looked tonight on the floor with their chins in their hands.

In the early summer of 1922 they all went down to New York, Abby and Zacarias and their wives, and the city took them up into its noise like a tide.

They walked Central Park in shirtsleeves, past couples rowing on the lake and children running the paths, and Abby stopped dead at a corner where four young men in shabby coats were playing a music Gabriel had no name for — brass and a banjo and a rhythm that fell where you did not expect it to and made you want to move anyway. She clapped along, fifty-odd years old and grinning like a girl. "Can you believe it," she said. "Such carrying-on, right out in the street."

"It's the temper of the times," Gabriel said. "A whole country deciding to dance because it can't bear to sit still."

Zacarias watched the players with something less easy in his face. "Feels like a party nobody wants to be the first to leave," he said. "Like if the music stops they'll have to remember what the war cost."

Gabriel looked at his son — gray at the temples, the war's arithmetic still working somewhere behind his eyes though he had not gone to it, had only sent letters to a father he thought was thirty-three — and did not say what he might have. "Let them dance," he said. "It mends something, even if it's only for the night."

They went on into the heart of it as the afternoon wore down — through Times Square as the lights came up, the great electric signs throwing red and gold across the upturned faces of a crowd that had come, it seemed, only to stand and look at the brightness. A sign as tall as a building spelled itself out letter by letter in running bulbs and then wiped clean and began again. Gabriel stood with the rest and watched it, and thought of a thin dark wire ruled across a Pennsylvania sky when he was ten years old, the whole township driving out to marvel at the news that words could run along it faster than a horse. He had lived the whole arc of that wonder, from one strand humming on a country pole to a hundred thousand bulbs shouting soap and motorcars at a crowd in the dark, and he was the only man on the square old enough to have stood at both ends of it. The grandchildren tugged him on toward a theater, and he let them.

That evening, footsore, they took a café table above Fifth Avenue and let the city blur to a hum below them, and the children pressed Gabriel for the old stories the way they had since they could talk. Tell us about the stagecoach to San Francisco. Tell us about before. He told them, and they leaned in, and he watched Zacarias's face go distant and hungry.

"I envy you that," his son admitted, low. "You've stood in the middle of things the rest of us only read about."

"Every age looks like a wonder from outside it," Gabriel said. "I've stood in a great many rooms, Zacarias. The only thing in any of them worth keeping was who else was in it." He turned his coffee cup a quarter turn on its saucer, an old habit, and did not look at his son when he said it, because he did not trust his face. "The rest is just backdrop."

Two years on, the road got into him again, the way it always had, and in the late spring of 1924 he set out west alone. Abby and Zacarias begged off — too old now for that kind of jolting, too tied to home — and saw him to the station and told him to bring back stories.

Abby waved from the platform, a small steady figure in her shawl, and Zacarias tipped his hat with a proud and easy smile, and Gabriel leaned out the window of the moving car and watched them shrink against the brick until the curve took them. He had said his goodbyes at a thousand platforms across ninety years. He was only now beginning to count them, and to wonder, each time, how many more the years would let him have.

It was on that train, somewhere in the long flat hours of the second day, that he met Nikola Tesla.

He knew the man before a word was spoken. Tesla came down the corridor and paused at the open door of Gabriel's compartment — tall, precise, his suit without a wrinkle in it, gloves still on though the car was warm, his dark eyes moving over the room as if cataloguing it for hazards. He carried himself like a man who counted things: steps, napkins, the seconds it took to do a small task correctly. His gaze settled on Gabriel and stopped there a half-beat too long, and in that half-beat Gabriel watched a faint trouble cross the famous face — the look of a man who has noticed a measurement that will not reconcile.

"Forgive me," Tesla said, and came in, and sat across without being asked, which Gabriel suspected was usual for him. "You have an interesting quality, sir. I have been trying, down the length of the car, to decide what it is." He studied Gabriel a moment more. "Timeless, perhaps. The word is imprecise. I dislike imprecise words." He folded his gloved hands. "Nikola Tesla."

"I know who you are," Gabriel said. "Half the lights in that city back there are burning on your account." He offered a name that was not quite a lie and not quite the truth, and asked the only thing worth asking a man like that: of everything he had made, which he loved best.

Tesla's eyes went to the window, to the country pouring past. "The motor is the one they thank me for," he said, dismissing it with a small motion of the hand. "Practical. Useful. It made other men rich." A pause. "The work I love is the work not yet finished. Energy moving without wires. Power drawn from the air itself, free, the same in a hut as in a palace. They think electricity is a thing you buy by the meter." He leaned forward, and the fervor came up in him like a current finding a path. "It is the pulse under everything, Mr. — it binds the stone to the star. To understand it is to read the handwriting of creation. People hear me say so and decide I have gone strange."

Gabriel sat very still. He was a man who had been struck once by exactly that pulse — a September night sixty-five years gone, a telegraph key under a sky on fire, the whole earth's magnetism turned to a single wire and that wire running through him — and had not aged an hour since. Across from him a stranger was describing, as theory, the precise force that had made Gabriel what he was. He could have ended Tesla's life's wondering with four sentences. He could have said: you are right, and here is the proof, sitting across from you in a good suit. The want to say it rose in him sharp enough to frighten him.

He said, instead, "And it doesn't trouble you — building forces like that, and handing them to men? They don't always read the handwriting the way you do."

The current went out of Tesla's face. "Constantly," he said. "It is the grief of my life that what I uncover for light, another will sharpen for the dark. I have given things to the world that the world was not ready to be trusted with." He turned the gloves over once in his lap. "And still I work. Despair is an expensive habit, and I cannot afford it. Every discovery is a test set to the human race. I choose to believe we may yet pass one."

"And if a thing got loose that wasn't meant to," Gabriel said. "Some force a man stumbled into and never asked for. Could it be put back?"

Tesla looked at him oddly, as though the question had come at him from a strange angle. "Nature does not take returns," he said. "What is changed is changed. The most one can do is learn to carry it." He tilted his head. "You ask as a man who has lost something to electricity."

"Something like that," Gabriel said, and let it stand, and Tesla — for all the relentless taking-apart of that mind — did not press it, and Gabriel was both grateful and, in a place he did not examine, sorry.

They talked until the light went amber and then blue in the compartment, the country giving way to dusk, and toward the end Tesla looked at him again with that same unreconciled attention.

"You speak like a man much older than he appears," he said. "Where in time do you come from, exactly?"

"From a small town that's mostly gone now," Gabriel said. "I've watched a good deal and learned to keep quiet about most of it. The watching matters more than the dates."

Tesla almost smiled. "Yes," he said softly. "I think it does." And he let the question go, which Gabriel understood was the nearest thing to mercy a mind like that could give — to sense a mystery whole and choose, for once, not to take it apart.

When they parted at a junction the next morning Gabriel carried the man's hope away with him, tempered and stubborn, and carried too the strange ache of having sat an hour across from someone who would have believed him, and of having said nothing.

He thought about Tesla for years afterward, on and off, the way you worry a stone in a pocket. Not the fame of him, nor even the genius — the loneliness. Here was a man who could feel the great hidden current running under all things, who had given his whole life to it, and whom the world had decided to call a crank for his trouble; a man rich in vision and poor in everything else, scribbling at impossible engines in hotel rooms while practical lesser men spent his ideas and forgot his name. Gabriel had recognized something of himself in that — the curse of seeing a thing true and early, of standing a little ahead of the world's slow turning and being unable to make anyone look where you were pointing. Tesla had at least been able to publish, to build, to be argued with. Gabriel could not so much as say the one true sentence of his own existence out loud. He filed the meeting away with the few things he kept whole, and went on west, and the country opened around him, vast and indifferent and entirely his to cross alone.

By 1927 the family had turned from cities to quieter ground, and that year they went south, to a stretch of Florida beach with no one on it, to do nothing at all for a week but watch the sea.

On the last evening they stood at the water's edge to see the sun down. Gabriel stood between his two children with the light going gold and then red across the swells, and the contrast that had once made him flinch stood plain in that light for anyone to see — a man who looked barely twenty-five between a daughter and a son well into their sixties, their faces lined with the good long use of their years. There was no grievance in it now. They had made their peace with the shape of the thing, and so, that evening, had he.

"Moments like this don't keep," Abby said, her head against her brother's shoulder.

"They keep," Gabriel said. "If you let them. They stay on with you, long after." A gull went over, crying. He did not say where he would keep them, or for how long, or how heavy a thing it was to be the one in whom the moment would still be living when everyone who had stood in it was gone.

Zacarias turned to him, the old reverence in his face gone soft with age and love. "You taught us that, Father. To hold on to them."

"Life taught me," Gabriel said. "I only passed it down."

Abby's hand found his without ceremony, the way she had reached for it since she was small, and Zacarias's came across to join them, three hands held between three people on an emptying beach, and no one spoke. Down the shore someone had lit a driftwood fire; voices laughed, far off and harmless. For the length of a held breath the world stepped back and let the three of them alone.

He felt the difference in their hands and would not let himself flinch from it — Abby's gone thin and knotted at the knuckles, Zacarias's broad palm dry and loose-skinned over bones that had thickened with age, and his own between them smooth and warm and exactly as it had been the September the storm rewrote him. Three hands, one of them lying. He held on anyway. He had been refused the gold field in France and sent back to precisely this, to the ordinary unbearable gift of standing on a beach holding the hands of people he would bury, and he had decided, somewhere between the crater and this shore, that he would take the gift and not curse the terms of it. The sun went under. The water kept its red a while, then let it go.

They carried it home to Pennsylvania, and it was good they had it, because the decade was beginning to thin under them. The brightness had a brittle edge to it now. Zacarias came up from town troubled. "Some of the boys are getting jittery," he said over coffee, rubbing his thumb along the chipped rim of his mug. "Too many loans, too little thought about what happens when the music stops." Abby heard it too, in the lowered voices at the church socials, the talk that ran to cost and credit where it used to run to weddings. Gabriel heard all of it the way he heard everything, the change underneath the words, and said little, and inside himself began, quietly, to brace. He had stood through the panic of '73 and the wreck of '93. He knew the particular sound a good time made just before it broke.

By the late summer of 1929 the rumor had reached even Eagle Rock, and it stopped being a rumor.

You could read it in a town before you read it in a paper. Storefronts on Main Street thinned their window displays, not from thrift but from caution. Men lingered at the barber's for the newspaper and the company of others as scared as they were. Children found less candy in the Sunday sack. Gabriel walked the streets and listened to the gait of people change, the hesitation come into a greeting, the way a voice dropped on the words market and loan — and he knew the sound for what it was, because he had outlived it twice already.

In October the dam went. The market fell out from under itself and the country fell with it, and one cold bright morning Zacarias came up the porch steps two at a time, his breath smoking, the lines of his old face cut deep with fright, and pushed the paper at his father.

"It's collapsed," he said. "Look at the headlines. Should we be afraid?"

Gabriel took the paper and read it with a steady eye and did not flinch. "Plenty of men have cause to be afraid this morning," he said. "We're not among them. We never kept the basket in one stream — Carnegie taught me that, a long time ago. What we have is spread wide and most of it's in things you can stand on. We've seen worse winters than this one's going to be."

Zacarias let out a breath he seemed to have been holding since the train station. "Even so. It's a fearful thing. The way fear travels faster than the truth of it."

"Fear's a fire with no shape," Gabriel said, and folded the paper square. "Being ready is the stone you set against it."

And he did more than weather it. While the panicked sold everything they had for pennies on the dollar, Gabriel did the quiet opposite — the thing Carnegie had taught him in a private room above the mills, the thing a man with a hundred years of patience could do that no frightened mortal could. He bought. Carefully, through his lattice of holding companies and trusted names, he picked up good land and sound concerns from men who had to have cash that morning or go under, never gouging, always paying a fair floor when a fair floor was a mercy, but buying all the same, because a fortune was only stored time and a crash was the one season when time went cheap. He did not do it from greed; he had outlived greed the way he'd outlived everything else. He did it because he had begun, in those years, to understand exactly what he meant the money to be for, and he was going to need a great deal of it — more than one lifetime's worth — to build the thing that had no name yet. The Crash that ruined a generation of men quietly made the deathless one stronger, and he took no pleasure in the arithmetic, and did not look away from it either.

He spent that winter making quiet rounds. He went into shops where the owner sat staring at a ledger, and homes where a man had been let go, and he eased more minds than any banker's speech on the radio. To some he gave small loans and let them both pretend the money would come back. To others he gave nothing but an hour of sitting with them, saying little, present — which was, he had learned across a century, the only true coin most griefs would take.

There was a man named Towney who kept the hardware store on Center Street, who had put everything he had into shares of a thing a man in a good suit had sworn to him could not fail, and who had been found one December morning sitting in the dark of his own shop with the shutters still down and the stove cold, not weeping, just sitting. Gabriel let himself in, and did not talk about the money. He took the kindling from the box and laid a fire in the stove and got it drawing, and then he sat down on a nail keg across from the man and asked him how his boy was doing in school, and after a while Towney began to talk, first about the boy and then, eventually, about the rest of it. Gabriel had no words to fix any of what had been done to him. He had only the fire, and the keg, and the hour, and he gave all three. When he left, the store was warm, and the man had stopped staring at the wall, and that, Gabriel knew, was the whole of what could honestly be promised anyone in that winter.

In December the family came together at Eagle Rock with the snow building soft against the north wall and the fire throwing its light up the logs. Money came and went, Gabriel told them — sometimes like a tide, sometimes like a flood through a town. What a man kept was never the money. It was what he had built into the people around him, and that was the only account the years could not call in.

Abby put her hand over his. "We'll hold on to that," she said.

The others talked on into the evening, and Gabriel sat a little apart in the good warmth and did a thing he had begun to do without naming it. He looked at each of their faces in turn in the firelight — Abby's, Zacarias's, the wives', the grown grandchildren's — and set each one down carefully inside himself, the line of a jaw, the particular laugh, the way Zacarias still moved his lips a little when he read. He was the only ledger in that room that would never fail and never crash, and he had begun to understand that this was the use of him: to carry them, exact and undimmed, into a country none of them would live to see. He memorized them while the snow came down, and kept the fire fed, and said nothing of it to anyone.